Title: Odi et Amo

Author: Geonn

Email: neil_j_miser@yahoo.com

Pairing: Sam/Janet

Rating: PG

Spoilers: None

Warnings: None

Challenge: SamCarter100 Community 'Latin Titles'

"Sam."

Three little letters, one miniscule word. My name. She speaks it, I melt. When she meets my gaze, I look away. I can barely stand being around her, I ache at the thought of being apart. She tortures me with her never-ending kindness.

She wounds me, yet she is the only one who can soothe my pain.

She, the one, the woman, HER.

Janet.

She will never be mine, but my heart will always belong to her in the never-ending unfairness of it all.

She is the unattainable.

Odi et amo... 'I hate and I love.' I hate loving her so much.