Alki's 'In Blue' Challenge #4- Say
by Erin Griffin
Fandom: Buffy the Vampire Slayer
Pairing: Willow/Tara
Disclaimer: Joss Wedon is god. I own nothing.
Author's Note: I haven't seen all of the episodes after Willow went black Willowy and went to England, but oh well. Spoilers for season six.
I miss you so much Tara. There was so much left to say to you, so much more of my love to live, but he took you away. I know you'd like for me to say that I'm sorry for killing Warren, and that is what always made you the light to my dark, because I am not. Gone are the days of precious love, I know I'll never love anyone the way I loved you, and I'm sure that wherever you are, you know this even though you'd want me to be happy and move on. Sometimes I wonder if they'd ever let me be with you after what I'd done. After all the people I had saved with Buffy and Xander maybe I'd get a little leeway with the one I killed, but I've been around the uber creepy long enough to know that it doesn't quite work that way. I'll try though. BMA seems to be working well for me. BMA is what I call the coven I've been with, BMA for Black magic-aholic's Anonymous. I seem to be in a Zen state or full of numbness now. I'm sure the Zen feeling is a peace spell of sorts. I know I need it. After I get out of here, I'll be the best Glinda the Good Witch of Sunnydale anyone has ever seen. I'll save the whole world so many times over that I'd deserve to be with you hundreds of times over, that it would be the least they could do. Sometime we will walk again. So many thing that I would like to ask, but its no use 'cos you're not here. Not even in spirit. Are you with your mother? Are you at peace? My soul, gone are the days when I was young and free, but to see you again I would feel that way once more. I love you with ever crevice of my being, and if I have to move through heaven, hell and all its dimensions to find you, I will. We'll be together again, like we're meant to be.
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The Corrs Lyrics
"The Corrs Say lyrics"
Gone are the days when I was young and free
The future I can't see
Gone are the days of precious love
Relied on, and leaned on
So many days of sleepless nights
By your side
And why oh why
I never thought that it would be like this
My first love the last time
But if he say say says that he loves me
(say that you love me) I can cry, I can smile
But if he say say says that he needs me
(say that you need me)
There's a light, there's a light
A light for me
Say...
So many things that I would like to say
But He took you, took you away
So many things I'd like to ask
It's no good, 'cos you're not here
I hear your voice (I hear your voice...) I see you laugh
And if only you were here
You see the night and I the day
But sometime we'll walk away
But if he say say says that he loves me (say that you love me) I can
cry, I can smile
But if he say say says that he needs me (say that you need me)
There's a light, there's a light
A light for me
(Never want to feel that way again
That again
Never wanna feel that again
Lean on, gonna rely on
Don't leave me, don't leave me
Lean on (lean on), gonna rely on (rely on)
Don't leave me (leave me), don't leave me (leave me)
Lean on (lean on)) Gone are the days when (gonna rely on (rely on)) I
was young and free
(Don't leave me (leave me), don't leave me (leave me))
(Lean on (lean on) Gone are the days of (gonna rely on (rely on))
precious love
Relied on (don't leave me (leave me)), and leaned on (don't leave me
(leave me))
But if he say say says that he loves me (say that you love me) I can
cry, I can smile
But if he say say says that he needs me (say that you need me)
There's a light, there's a light
Yeah, if he say say says that he loves me (say that you love me) I can
smile
But if he say say says that he needs me (say that you need me)
There's a light, there's a light
A light for me (say...)
(So many things I would like to say but he took you away, took you
away
So many things I would like to add, he took you away, took you away
Say...
Say...
Say...)