Title: Heart of Light
Summary: Faith's thoughts...hm
Rating: R I guess, cuz Faith has a naughty mouth
Feedback: yes please.
Distribution: This story can be archived by whom ever just as long as I get all the praise.
Disclaimer: This is a non-for profit deal. Please don't sue me. Joss owns the girls and Pablo Neruda is the master of the amazing organization of the words in red.
A/N: Okay I just couldn't not give Faith a turn to reveal what's in her head post coitus, now could I?? aanyway...This Neruda poem is "Love Sonnet XI," again, I highly recommend his poetry.
Heart of Light
We just made love and although I'm totally wasted, I just can't get enough of her. She's like this itch I can't not scratch. I'm obsessed with her. She haunts me in the day, and all through the night. And when I 'trol, I'm just going through the motions 'til I'm back in her arms again. I live just so I can get back to her.
"I crave your mouth, your voice, your hair.
Silent and starving, I prowl through the streets.
Bread does not nourish me, dawn disrupts me, all day
I hunt for the liquid measure of your steps."
We just made love, and already I'm needin' the feel of her hot body against mine. I need to taste her sweetness again, an' again, an' again. I'm needin' that feelin' that only she gives me, like we are the only two people on this whole fuckin' planet. I'm needin' my Cor.
"I hunger for your sleek laugh,
your hands the ...,
hunger for the pale stones of your fingernails,
I want to eat your skin..."
We just made love, and I'm thinkin' to myself, "Faith, what did you do to deserve such a creature of pure beauty?" She is wicked sexy, from head to toe. And even though with every touch of her skin, I lose pieces of myself, I need to fill myself full of her.
"I want to eat...your lovely body,
the sovereign nose of your arrogant face,
I want to eat the fleeting shade of your lashes,..."
We just made love, and I know that whatever comes next, I'll always be lookin' for her and I'm always gonna find her. No matter what kinda shit goes down, it's gonna always be me and Cor. We complete each other is this fucked up but awesome way. She is my bright, shining light, and me, I'm her dark queen.
"...and I pace around hungry, sniffing the twilight,
hunting for you, for your hot heart,..."